Now you're gone.. A song m addicted to..

Now you're gone
I realized my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Now you're gone
I realized my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy now you're gone

There's an empty place in my heart
Without my Anna it will break apart
It won't heal, it never fades away
I'll be thinking 'bout you everyday

Are you ready for take off
Now you're gone

I realized my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy now you're gone

Now you're gone
I realized my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy now you're gone

There's an empty place in my heart
It won't alarm me, it will break apart
It won't heal, it never fades away
I'll be thinking 'bout you everyday

Friends...

Friends.... f..r..i..e..n..d..s..

people who are not related to us but are dear to us. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. but does any one know how many friends we had since we were born.. in school times we had best friend.. then we grew older and had buddies.. then casual friends.. then come the fair weather friends... the list is endless
My Friend,
my companion,
through good times and bad
my friend, my buddy,
through happy and sad,
beside me you stand,
beside me you walk,
you're there to listen,
you're there to talk,
with happiness, with smiles,
with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there,
throughout the years!.....



all this and lot more... friends are our support system... we hide things from our parents but not from our friends...




but just one question??? do we really get a friend for life time... am i being offensive here???? may be.. but i have not been fortunate enough to have a friend for life... not yet..

Here i am

oh this heat.. i woke up at 3 am... opened the fridge for some cold water bottle. water didn't seem to quench the thirst... went out for a walk but still no relief.. this heat has not spared me even at night.. how will i sleep again??? how will i wake up early in the morning??? i felt miserable. wanted some angel to appear out of no where and put an end to all this. but as you know.. we are mango people.. miracles don't happen with us.


with due courage i went back inside and tried to sleep.. but couldn't .. all sorts of thoughts appeared in my mind.. i was neutral.. couldn't decide whether all the current events in my life are bringing happiness in my life or should i be sad... recently i became " mama" that means my elder sis gave birth to one of the cutest baby boy i have ever seen. my father bought me a car... life is all well.. so i smiled...

but all of a sudden i realized there is more to it.. i didn't qualify for some of the best colleges that i had applied to. I have an important phase of my life ending in a few days and a lot others... the smile disappeared like water in a desert..


i still lie here.. waiting for cool breeze come out of no where and gimme some relief and sleep.. yet still confused whether to be happy or sad about my life...

How ironical that whenever a person is all alone and at peace.. he tries to think about whats going on in his life... his future..

A Friend

'A friend in need, is a friend indeed' is a popular saying, implying that people become friends when they need something from you. Whilst this can indeed be true, the reverse is also significant. When you are in need, then you find out who are your real friends.
An acquaintance found out recently that she has a chronic medical condition. Nothing visible and nothing to stop her living a normal life, but something that will occasionally flare up and cause discomfort. She also found out something of the difference between real and fairweather friends.
She informed them simply because she is an open and honest person. There was no seeking of particular help. Perhaps a little sympathy, but no special treatment or additional attention.
When she told some friends, they responded with concern. They listened without asking anything in return. They asked how they could help. These were real friends.
Others, who she also believed to be friends of the same sort, responded first with selfish concerns. They asked if it was infectious in any way or that might somehow catch it. Then they melted away, despite reassurance of their safety.
Fairweather friends are those who are most likely to appear when they are in need or, at best, when you are not in need. Real friends don't care about your need. They will help where they can and know that it's ok if they can only offer a little sympathy.
This must be something like what it is to have cancer, HIV or AIDS. Those who were friends when all was well suddenly show their true colors, whilst some from the core and some from the periphery fly the true flag of friendship, offering and giving what help they can.